gweenteam

"Everyone and everything is interconnected in this universe. Stay pure of heart and you will see the signs. Follow the signs, and you will uncover your destiny."

"I wanted to write you a story about magic. I wanted rabbits appearing from hats. I wanted balloons lifting you into the sky. It turned out to be nothing but sadness, war, heartbreak. You never saw it, but there’s a garden inside me."

"when you dont have a lot of spending money, the city feels like a shitty videogame you accidentally found a way to enter yourself into. but there’s no goal. no way to ‘power up’ or get a ‘free guy.’ the only thing you can do is walk around looking at things. every store, restaurant, art gallery, yoga place, dance place, carwash place, etc, they just look at you like “fuck do you want.” and you walk by scowling at people enjoying themselves. but you don’t even want to be there with them. you want to ask them what they’re doing. like, you can see what they’re doing, but no, like, really, ‘what are you doing.’ and you start thinking you’d trade a million friends for one or two solid, indestructible enemies. a war. you think about how if a war suddenly broke out in chicago, you’d immediately know what to do. you’d have a purpose. people would follow you. they’d look at you and you’d go from ‘shithead scowling on street’ to someone they needed. and after you won the war, you’d put everybody back into the restaurants/stores and lock them in, to be looked at by people passing by outside."

"And I lie down on your carpet so long that you think I will stay forever but I get up and I see the indentation in the carpet and I get jealous and say, “I am no longer needed here"